Really quickly today. My latest ornaments:
I particularly liked the little circles. I'll be making some more of those in different sizes.
I felt really good today. Work wasn't bad, in fact we were almost in "refresh mode." That's the goal by tomorrow night. That's pretty amazing considering that we were so far behind (by our standards which are high and why we're awesome!) last week.
And the fact that I feel good today is wonderful. Today could have been difficult (his birthday), but I struggled through because (I think) I'm in a good place and (I think) am figuring out this living on my own thing.
I'll talk to you on Monday and let you know if I make it through that day. It could be really rough...as it would have been 24 years that we'd been married...and will mark 5 months since he told me the devastating news.
But as I said, today affirmed that I'm ok so we shall see how Monday goes.
(btw, yesterday I went through a box that I hadn't unpacked yet because I wasn't sure where to put the things inside it and when I opened up one of my memento boxes which mostly has little trinkets from when I was a kid I burst into tears at seeing the very first ring he gave me...I kept reminding myself that it's one day at a time, and sometimes one minute at a time, and not all times are going to be perfect and happy...and I made it through it...therapy really is good for the soul.)