I knew this would happen...some days harder than others. I knew I would feel sadness, remorse, guilt, hopelessness...
I knew I would cry.
But I figured there would be an identifiable reason for that.
And there isn't. It just is and I have no words to explain why.
Maybe one day I'll know, maybe one day I won't. But I'm learning to just go ahead and let myself feel whatever it is I'm feeling and eventually I do feel better and can get back to whatever it was I was doing, which is remembering to take care of myself.
I started this cowl from some leftover yarn from hats that I made for my mom to give my brothers and nephew for Christmas. I bought the red because it is my color these days. it's almost done and I love it.
Yarn: Mecha by Malabrigo in colors Luvia, Cereses, Paris Night.
Pattern: Infinite Chevron adapted to work in the round from the Noro Magazine Issue 5